About 15 years ago I clicked play on a video...  My life was a mess and desperately needed to catch a break. While watching it, all the cells of my body started to buzz, and radiate and shine... as if all molecules of my being were dancing! Little did I know, that in that moment my world shifted forever.
I wasn't really aware of the time that I was in the middle of an identity crisis.

I had immense shame, was hiding, anxious which building up lead to physical illnesses... as well as a constant search out of the unbearable suffering: spending most of my time busy with my feelings. Not necessarily mine only, pretty much anyone who were close and willing to open... The art environment i was in, expanded and nourished an openness to different perspectives, philosophy, a spiritual interest of self-awareness. Gradually moving from external layers more and more inwardly, I explored techniques and structures, until one day I found that video... That shifted my search completely: instead of fixing myself to find That  _Unknown_.
I was on fire searching for a self-realised teacher...

A decade filled with books, meetings and retreats after that first video, I have finally arrived: Eli Jaxon-Bear's fresh, radical honesty and radiating, pure love opened my busy mind into Silence. Started walking the talk. Joining his Leela School I realised that this is what my life was about all along! This is exactly what I wanted for myself and how I wanted to be present in the world — with a quiet mind and open heart...
I got certified as a Leela Therapist and here I am;
devoted to support all who are called to end their suffering.